Saturday, April 30, 2005
when all of your tears drylong day. watched finding neverland tonight, it now ranks among my favorite movies. sat with my dad in his car on the way back from bringing trevor and joey home with the sunroof opened. it reminded me of when he took me to mcdonald's in the middle of the night just to get me frenchfries. i had the chickenpox, and we sat there in a silence that wasn't akward. it was nice. i miss it when it was like that, you know? when you're little, and the biggest loss you've had is maybe losing a stuffed animal. your world includes your street, maybe a school, family and friends. the stuff you see outside of the window isn't real, it doesn't seem to matter. now we realize how big the world is, and sometimes, it feels like i'm lost. alone in a room filled with people.
i miss the times when i could make little worlds with my stuffed animals, my own little neverland. i can't escape there any more.
or i would.
let your troubles roll by