Monday, March 29, 2004
catch a falling star and put it in your pocketmwahahahaha aditi! i stole the song.... and that thing you had on one of your other entries.
never let it fade away...
Sunday, March 28, 2004
kick at the darknessoopsies... i'm grounded again. for the same reason. i really should start getting off on weekends when my mom tells me to. she says i'm grounded for six months >_< uh-oh... i'm going to parish. i mean, chocolate... and now computers! so if there's no sign of life in me monday, that's why. now i must go, i need to fix my stupid computer so i can print the directions to leif's house. we're going to play some ffcc... yay! :D
um... call me if you want something. i fear phones, my prior enemy, must now become my friends...
'till it bleeds daylight
Thursday, March 25, 2004
do you know the muffin man?nothing much today... got to miss first two periods because of ortho appointment (my teeth really hurt). hung out after school with rachel for an hour and a half (we got doughnuts from kroger!). and now i'm here. oooh, read this article. it's sooo funny (thanks matt) click me...!
the muffin man? *drools*
Monday, March 22, 2004
when you feel all alonewow... this weekend was sooo much fun. except for waking up early sunday, but that was for church (first time in two years! w00t!). today. sucked. a. lot. end of story. it was actually really good, up to a certain point. it's just all those little things that add up... oh well. *sigh*
um. there's other stuff, that i would really share with the world, except for the fact that, well, i dont want people i've never met reading personal things. so, if you don't know me, please go away. my ninjas will get you! goodness, i'm tired. talk to you guys (that i know) tomorrow. or whatever, if you don't go to my school. nighty night.
and the world has turned it's back on you
Thursday, March 18, 2004
*clap, clap, clapclapclap, clapclapclapclap*gahh i hate it when christian uses my compter, doesn't even log off my username, closes all my running programs and then leaves all his stuff open when he goes to gym for three hours. *shakes head*
ok done with that. anyway, i went to astroworld today! which is ironic, seeing as i hate roller coasters... but as michael said, i "got some good sit time". i am also mildly sunburned, but my legs still wont stop being that creepy white color people's skin gets when they haven't been outside their entire life... which is not the case of mine, they just felt like being really white. or something. i did get some very good funnel cake, and watched a very good movie, The Blues Brothers ("we're going to get caught!" "no we're not, we're on a mission from god". great stuff, that one...), and played lots of video games. actually only two. but that's beside the point. had some pizza too. and yeah... now i'm sitting here, writing this. oh, and i just took some quiz thingamabob that was on claire's lj. here it is:
yeah... ugly colors, i know >_<
hmmm... what else. oh, did i mention that while at david's (not tall one, anna's boyfriend one) house, christian CALLED me and asked to play my game. after i told him he couldnt TEN THOUSAND TIMES, at least not until i've beaten it. gahh! oh well.
oh yes, reflection on the past few days when i posted really random stuff... i got my hair cut (not that different, but shorter with the layers in the front), nails done (mom had a gift certificate for some spa), and saw two movies: Hidalgo and Starsky and Hutch. both were excellent, even if i was half asleep for the latter of the two...
em... i'm going to be at anna's till sunday afternoon, so don't expect many posts, as we rarely get online at her house. and i seriously doubt my dad would let me take his laptop. we're going bowling tomorrow! w00t. i love bowling. so much fun... i'm so freaking competitive though. it's a character flaw... or something. which is also ironic, because i usually lose... hahaha.
so, if you need me, i might have my cell on (ask me for the number, there's no way i'm posting it on the internet), or you'll just have to freaking wait till monday or sunday afternoon. or call at annas. whatever floats your boat.
well, i think that's pretty much it. oh wait, one more thing. matt; i remember you giving me your email, but i forgot to put it somewhere. it would have been intelligent to leave it with your comment, no? hahaha... whatever, have fun in poland.
talk to all of you guys later!
let's go!
today's assignment
happy day after patty's day! its now 16 minutes of being yesterday. nothing much today. went to the mall, couldn't find a SINGLE THING. how depressing is that. now i'm going to return to my chat.
kick some ass!
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
HAPPYST
PATRICK'S
DAY!
now the rain has gone
hmm... can't decide on a new icon. i haven't really made a real entry in a while. just a bunch of random crap. i guess that's because if my parents ever found this i dont want them to kill me... and now im bored again. i should really stop drinking sodas at 11...
and the sun has come to shine
Monday, March 15, 2004
down belowtook thespark.com's personality test. here's what i got:
DREAMER
(Submissive Introvert Abstract Feeler )
Like just 11% of the population you are a DREAMER (SIAF)--reserved and imaginative. You are basically the shy, silent type. You don't have much interest in facts and figures or most of what's going on around you, but the internal worlds you build for yourself are rich and complex.
Luckily, your creativity and strong heart mean you have a deep personality evident to anyone who gets to know you. It's just that not many people do, because most everyone thinks you're a loser. Talk to yourself less, other people more, little shaver.
^picture of me... the test came out with that.
go take it. personality test
where the black waters roll
way, hey, hey ladie hey
way hey hey we'll drink the night away
Sunday, March 14, 2004
don't ask me why i said itkatherine is so silly... but i totally agree with her.
goloS e ANe yE: yay for starfish
goloS e ANe yE: sarah told me that they make the best bfs
goloS e ANe yE: cause they listen to u
goloS e ANe yE: and if u get mad at them u can cut an arm off of them, but they grow it back
goloS e ANe yE: stuff like that
wow... spring break is so much fun already! played ffcc for a very long while today... and such business as is that!
and now... it's time for.... THE DISPLAYING OF RANDOM PICTURES!! *this is where you're supposed to cheer*
if that's not scary, i don't know what is...
and now, so you don't have nightmares, this post ends on an informative banner:
cause i already forgot
Saturday, March 13, 2004
you gotta do the best you canjust a little somthing i stole off harry's xanga:
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: <-- c'est moi!
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
and work out twice a day
Friday, March 12, 2004
good, goodbyeHAPPY
SPRING
BREAK!!
i see lots of ffcc in my future... have fun everybody!
i'll be fine
Thursday, March 11, 2004
something that i cant quite explainfunny what a little capitalization can do to a person's future
im so in love with you
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
yeah we only want a field we can run throughi love this comic...
hm so what else happened today?
uberfwaaaaa: *she suffers a stabbity death*
goloS e ANe yE: goose u...
goloS e ANe yE: *shakes fist*
well... ehm... besides that. moving on...
apparently my glasses (which i wore to school today because of eyelid blister pussing ... lovely, eh?) are "sexy librarian glasses". hahaha. thanks, sexy glasses man!
herm
AznRedDragon654: hey male logic makes much more sense
uberfwaaaaa: how would you know
AznRedDragon654: because
AznRedDragon654: im c00l like that
i wonder... did weiko realize what he said...
well i'm going to go talk to people and whatnot. and stuff. yes...
yeah we only want a beat we can drum to
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
after school, walking homeit's tuesday! and it's been worse than monday... which is sad, tuesday being my favorite day of the week and all (i was born on a tuesday, had spiral on a tuesday, have modern on tuesday, my family is out of the house all afternoon on tuesday).
It all started in sixth period. and it's all jds fault. im sorry liz, but if i were you, i would have dumped jd a longgg time ago. its not right when your boyfriend decides to look down chritinas shirt (among other things) and touch other girls butts. if he does it again, i swear he will lose his hands. or maybe his head. or maybe, i'll just tell the teacher that he's sexually harassing me and get him in lots of trouble. i tried being nice, i tried being mean, i've tried everything. im running out of options here. oh well, his loss, my gain, i spose.
in yearbook, our ENTIRE 124-page february deadline needs to be redone because all the pictures got screwed up... gahh. and we have a deadline tomorrow. and then, instead of being done, we have to fix the february deadline. *edit:* please, if you did read what i had here before this, don't tell anybody. i realized that i didnt want people mauling the staff, we have to finish...
but it all got better after that, and now i'm here, typin this. after reading my daily regiment of online comics. two recent ones... creepy similarity!
from machall
from smartass chronicles
weird, ain't it. but i love crazy monkey comics, so i'm not complaining! go read the other comics if you'd like to know more about what's going on in the two above (links to the left). it also wouldn't hurt to go see machall's latest one, which is what you'll get when you click on the link (click the back thing a few times to get to the beginning of that segment).
now i have to go do annoying english hw! w00t w00t like an owl! lol... my owls are so awesome. oh, we had a great sub in english (she was actually a different teacher, but she actually KNEW what was going on! it's a first this year for english!)
fresh dirt under my fingernails
Monday, March 08, 2004
how does it feel to knowhahaha... thanks leif. funny funny hoo-hah
you never have to be alone
Sunday, March 07, 2004
driving slow on sunday morningit's been a good weekend. daniel's party was really fun, except for barret and his frequent chappel's show quoting ("rick james") ... for which he was brutally maimed! hahaha... oh and ross? i beat you bad, boy. none of this "arden is sucking and smash bros". i beat you. face it: you lost horribly to a girl. who had a crappy controller. and was jigglypuff. ha!
i've had a virus on my compy, but i've fixed it. w00t w00t like an owl! hehehe my owls are the best. oh, and friday, herman came into my life! alli gave him to me as a really late birthday present (he's a plastic moose, for those who don't know. he's about three inches high).
hmm... what else is goin on? nothing! yay! one week till spring break. which i will spend at home by my lonesome, playing hours and hours of crystal chronicles and the new harvest moon. and some windwaker in there, i never did beat that... fie you, school!! and maybe i'll play soul calibur...
but anyway... just a thought, how is it that i end up between all my friends (well, exception in the case of anna and david) when they decided they want to go out with another one of my friends?? *sigh* oh well.
well now... im going to go. and do something else. has anybody besides me noticed how vague my entries are getting? i bet it's boring to read.
and i never want to leave
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
the nights are longnothing much today. oh, a few days ago i found some of my old poems (i was trying to post them yesterday but it was "revenge of the popups that automatically download onto your computer and shut your internet explorer down"). please don't copy them. i've had problems with that in the past. it's just mean and stupid and such, and plus you get in lots of trouble. but anyway, for your pleasure, here is one of them:
I need to know the answer
To everything unknown
Like why we are these people
Who are destined to live on our own.
Life is taken for granted
Whether you like it or not.
Trying to plan for the future,
The past we somehow forgot.
Lessons were learned
And lessons were taught.
But in the end
Was it all you've got?
Nothing makes sense anymore
It’s like we’re searching for something more.
Yet everything is dead and gone
And on this road, we've somehow turned wrong.
The sky turns pail
And the sun fails to prevail
The earth spins around
And we all fall down.
A burst of air soars across the room
A shadow that stopped but too soon.
A shadow that mimics the shining star
And somehow never got too far.
Yet this is all about to change
And for once, in the shadow's range
Is a pedistal of light and sound
A lost life that is now found.
i don't have a title for it, so if you have any suggestions email me or drop a line (the commenty thing is down at the bottom of this post).
oh, and i finally got my headers to work. though you probably noticed that. well, it's back to the slave mines for me. talk to you guys tamarie.
and i am left while the tears fall
Monday, March 01, 2004
you give me a quiet mindschool today... ick. new lab groups; finally. only, it wasn't so good... *tear*. my lab group is as follows: ben (not monicas twin, but the short dude who's... well short. but he does work well and actually did what he was supposed to, so kudos to him), monica, and... jd. i swear, i'm going to maim him. moving on before i get too mad...
hmm... i emailed the blogger people about my headers, and they haven't emailed me back. hopefully they will sometime soon. i hope...
english is blah. what else is new.
hmm... i forgot what i was going to talk abou. again. i'll fix this if i think of anything.
and i love you