Thursday, June 30, 2005

i wanted to be anything different

You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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teehee. :)

better watch out, right? i'm a maniac, i'm a maniaaaaac! *sings*

nothing eliminates boredom like quizilla. and b&n (props to jenno for taking me this morning). and listening to music very loudly. and the 19-2000 souldchild remix.

everything you would change in me

Monday, June 27, 2005

hey now

back from my publications workshop! it was actually pretty fun, aside from being really tired. we got a lot done, which is awesome (less work for me before school starts now). i can tell you already, the yearbook is going to rock. a lot. but that's all i can say. aside from actual working (which went on in the eight hours of class we had every day), we did some shopping, some eating, a bit of watching the craziness after ut won the baseball finals (we were on the drag on our way to eat. it was insane). there was even some taking really scary pictures in one of those booth picture things with jenn and mona (we didn't know it had started taking the pictures yet). and mona educated me in rap. sort of. not that that really helps my situation as hopelessly white, though.

so props to all yall who went, especially mona and jenn.

and special thanks to danielle for my awesomely atrocious ugly belt! i will have to take a picture and show you all.

the straw dog's out in the street

Monday, June 20, 2005

i like to move it move it

hmmm... i am pondering of revamping again.. what do you think?

[edit]
realized danielle was right. if i find something inspiring i may just sit here for a few hours one night and revamp completely, but other than that, i think spending time with people would be a more valuble experience.

i went to two new dance classes yesterday! they were fun, especially considering tori and i were the youngest by at least 20, maybe 30 years. the teacher, glenn, was awesome. sadly, what didn't hurt yesterday is paining me now. i am so incredibly sore (hurts to walk), and i have this lovely blister the size of an oddly shaped quarter on my heel from my tap shoe. ah well. it is ok, because it was worth it. not like i wouldn't get sore anyway. enough rambling about that.

bwaha, new music. have fun with that one, folks. it got stuck in my head. is stuck in my head. so i decided to share the pain. :)

two of my cousins are in town, which is... interesting, to say the least. took them to the movies yesterday. and to think, i wondered why i hadn't been losing money as quickly... it was because i haven't been seeing movies. cost me $40 for the three of us. they don't even say thank you. ah well. at least i got to meet the lemur king?

final note! i leave friday for UT for ILPC workshop (yearbook. yeah yeah, i'm going to "yearbook camp", laugh it up). i should be back sometime late monday afternoon. and i'll have my phone, and free nights and weekends, so you can still reach me.

and with all of that nonsensical babble said,

seacrest out!

i like to.. move it!

Sunday, June 19, 2005

no no no no

back from cruise! it was oodles of fun, as expected. i should have pictures eventually, i might even post some or something.

there is this nagging in one of the farthest recesses of my mind that is telling me that maybe i should write more about what went on while we were onboard this fun ship, as they call it. i will write a bit, but most likely you will get bored with it (so will i). so let's have a try.

the thing most people seem to ask is who went with me. that and where we went. i will answer both now! for you! i apologize for the excess of random punctuation, at least my shift key is no longer being used excessively (just ask david or katherine). anyway. it was rebecca, rachel, elizabeth, and me, along with izzle and becca's mothers. you see, it was for girlscouts. you all talk about how lame girl scouts is, but i don't see any of you only having to pay $11 for a week-long cruise to progresso (mexico), cozumel and belize city. ha. we went and saw impronouncable mayan ruins in progresso, went snorkling in cozumel (and to senior frogs! which was mildly exciting, some sleezy waiter guy tried to get me to dance with him. and the music was really loud), and then we went cave tubing in belize. after hiking through the rain forest for an hour. it was really awesome, and i strongly suggest it if you are ever in the area.

i'd give more details, but you just reading about them are boring, and i don't feel like typing them as of now. you could always just message me or even (gasp) use the phone! have a try, i am probably immensely bored.

don't phunk with my heart

Sunday, June 12, 2005

bwahaha

oh? oh? i'm gone? what's this?? yes!

i am currently not here! well i am, actually, because i'm sitting at home writing this. but i would imagine that most of you, upon reading it, would be doing so after noon thirty, in which case i would already be gone! boat leaves at four. so excited!

i won't be back until father's day. after that i'm here for a few days, then i leave for the exciting world of yearbook camp! i am not a dork i swear. but that's at UT, and it should be oodles of fun. like it was last time! only this time maybe hollis won't roll around on the desks laughing for hours.. as much fun as that was... hehehe...

and just for the record! i would like you all to know (rebeccacough) that i am in fact, as of now, wearing a skirt that is of the relatively short variety! at least for me. it comes some inches above my knees. and is odd. i haven't worn a skirt this short in a loong time... i use too many elipses.... heh.. not my problem. anyhow, i am still really bored because i have an hour and a half before i leave and all of you are probably still asleep! slackers. well. not really. i would be too, except i had to pack this morning. i mean. i packed last night, obviously, because that is when you pack, the day before, not a few hours before...

i don't procrastinate. i don't know what you're talking about.

wipeout

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

i'm bouncing off the walls again

so, i recently had a contest! and i got no entries. it was sad. so i stole one from drew. that means it wins the grand prize! congratulations, katherine! you win... the shirt you are wearing in the picture! if you had only had an accordian and made the lemur dance with the shirt on while you played, you would've so beaten that goat. anyway, this is the lemur and part of katherine! well, actually this is.

congratulations!

anyway. i am half asleep and life seems more exciting this way. hmmm... these have been some pretty good days if i do say so myself. life is pretty awesome as a whole right now, excluding most people being gone already on vacation. or leaving soon. but i leave sunday for the cruise, so all is still fabulous.

and i'm looking like a fool again

Monday, June 06, 2005

these boots are made for walkin'

well, the dance recital is over. i think i did alright, there were a lot of things i just kind of messed up on. ah well. i was really mad because i really screwed up some of my solo, but what can i do about it now? it will just make me work harder next year i guess. thanks to all of you who came, it was an amazing turnout. rather surprising as well. especially since some people couldn't make it due to lack of rides. so thank you all so much, it meant a lot.

yesterday i joined katherine on an adventure filled with fuzzy little kids and loud prepubescent girls. it was exciting. the nine four year olds we had from 12 to 3 were... insane... to say the least. they attacked me first, and then katherine. all the other babysitters just kind of looked at us i a most not envious way. i think they were very happy they weren't us. there were knots tied in my hair and a certain annoying little whiney spoiled one, but other than that it wasn't tooooo awful. the 10 year olds we had in the later show were just mildly loud. so katherine and i got some talking done ;)

anyway, i decided to change the song. this song is on my brother's rather annoying baseball video game for the ps2. so i heard it a lot and wanted to hear more than just the chorus, so here it is for you to enjoy too! aren't you so happy. of course you are. well, i must go continue cleaning the sad excuse for my room (right now, i wouldn't call it a liveable environment). toodles!

and that's just what they'll do

Friday, June 03, 2005

i will stand by you forevvahhhh

today was mostly utterly and awesomely fabulous.

i will start with all the good.

went to astroworld with some homies (hahaaa, i am so black on the inside. an uh-oh oreo...), which was awesome. i'm a bit crispy, but that is alright. it was so worth it. the higher rides didn't actually bother me that much. might've been because i lost my contact and took out the other one in the water park. amman, i didn't mean to sound mean, but your goggles were absolutely awesome. i was really just jealous (like with the eggs). much to my relief, i was not forced on a roller coaster. you will never get me! ever! but diablo falls was awesome. so was that huge one at the end that we went on. food, way overpriced, as usual. and i kept ending up on rides with the same person... i wonder how that happen... not like i minded, quite to the contrary, actually. ;) more good things came of that later. very good things, i might say...

now, sadly, for the bad.

not only am i burnt, that pales in comparison to my other pain. danielle, i am so sorry. so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry. i swear, i will make it up to you. we will do something exciting. something fabulous. i promise. anyway, you have to tell me all the details. i hope he isn't wearing his ugly belt.... it really was out of my hands though, i apologize. my father was very very very harsh on his point, and my mom was from the beginning skeptical because of recital tomorrow (she didn't want me staying out late because i need to be rested or some such nonsense).

anyway. today really was mostly awesome though. amman, i really wasn't being mean to you i promise! those goggles were the shiznitz. you kept things entertaining. mostly. for the others that attended, especially a certain other boy, you kept things awesome as well. it was an awesome escapade into the world of fun.

you can take my breath away
hahaha, sorry for the lame song quotes (riki martin), but it's stuck in my head.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

ever read something that just pisses you off so much that you have to be a lameass and write about it in a place where no difference is really ever made? i just did.

i am sick of people and their *refrains from harsh language* pessimism. once again i am just browsing around and i read something that says that our generation doesn't think for itself. coming from one of us. seriously, people. just because you think that you are always right... anyway. it bothers me that people who always preach about a better tomorrow end up slappin us all in the face in the end. who's the hypocrite now? that's right! you are.

so now, what some of you have to do is just forget all of your meaningless preaching to the rest of us and actually do something. it's great and all that you believe strongly in something, but if you are just trying to force your opinions on everyone around you, and you take no action at all, what kind of person does that make you? i refuse to get into touchy issues about things, especially things relating to religion. sometimes religion seems to be completely pointless to me. not saying that i don't believe in god, i do. but faith is something that you keep with yourself, or discuss with people who you know already feel the same way. forcing it on someone else is just stupid. you are going against your teachings. we are not supposed to judge, we are not supposed to change other people based on what we think they should be. they will probably come out a lot better than you in the end if you keep up with that mode of thought.

i have no idea where i'm going with this. many of you already know how much this pisses me off. keep your issues about other people's own decisions to yourself, please. do us this one favor.

this kind of thought, of pessimism, of belittlement of those with different views, is exactly why people say there is no hope in our generation. quit being so chauvinistic and realize what you are doing, please. just stop this stupidity.

ugh. sorry if this makes little to no sense. i try to control myself, but sometimes it just slips. anyhow, i think i behaved myself pretty well (in a purely literal sense) in this post.

goodness, i am being almost uncharacteristically lame. sorry folks. toodles.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

guess what, i'm with stupid

1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you.:
2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.:
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. (This should be embarrassing...):
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.:
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.:
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.:
7. I'll then ask you something that I've always wondered about you.:
8. Put this in your journal, or else!

it is an evil chain of evilness. i was thinking about being piratey and rebelling, but then i decided that since i didn't know what that or else is i would conform. sad, i know. i can always blame my guy friends for my random lack of spine (you know who you are...)

guess what, cause i'm with you