Wednesday, May 26, 2004

and the truth is

one more final left! bio is done... french is done... english is done... study hall is done (ha)... math is done... all that's left is geo. which is good, becuase it probably won't be incredibly difficult.

it's so close to summer! soooo close... i can almost smell it *tries to smell summer*... but not yet. no slice of chees there, my friend.

my computer is stupid. it makes me sad. i got ANOTHER worm. why do people do this?!? spend their free time making worms that shut off your computer when you try to turn it on, spyware that fizzles the brain of your computer... it makes no sense. i think jim put it best, that it's people like will who everybody hates (i dont think everybody hates him) that decide to wreak vengance on the world the only way they know how: facelessly pissing people off. ITS WORKING, for you who are out there and do this. IT WORKS, AND IT MAKES US HATE YOU MORE.

well then. now that i got all of that out... i really do love my computer. it's my link to the outside world... *eyes get all big and twinkley*. hahaha... the crazy messed up outside world. i have to go.. study... for... geo... *snicker*

>_>
<_<


i miss you

arden @ 5:01 PM ~[]~

Monday, May 24, 2004

i'm gonna buy this place

bio final today. it wasn't really that bad. just be sure to do your packeto.

if you haven't signed my yearbook, you need to. some peoples messages are really funny... i might post some partss of the good ones later. anyway...

SCHOOLS ALMOST OUT!! i do believe i will be in attendance friday, please join me...

*notice* my dance recital is friday, june 4th if anybody would like to come. i'll give you the info, just ask. well.. there is some serious lag typing this, probably because ten people are iming me, but... yes... see yall tomorrow (or at least most of you)

and burn it down

arden @ 4:32 PM ~[]~

Friday, May 21, 2004

i'm the leftover turkey

...i am so glad that project is over.

just a little ranting, i apologize in advance.
so... i'm just going to let a little friend out there know that i didn't really appreciate the "hey, i talked to blahdyblah and lets go see a movie tonight"... my response.."um... i have a french club dinner. and i was invited to go see troy already... but i don't really want to go to the french club dinner because i don't feel like changing into nice clothes after yoga, and the other group of friends is large and i don't know if i'll be home in time to go see that anyway... so sure, why not." response from other party "ok then! we'll probably go around seven because {third party} has stuff until around then. i'll give you a call"

so, i wait around all afternoon for a call, not calling any of my other friends and not going to either of the other activities planned prior to this. no call. i finally call up this friend, and hes.. AT ANOTHER FRIENDS HOUSE. what is this. no call... i was waiting around doing nothing all afternoon... and then.. nothing. im sorry, but is that rude or is it just me? maybe you'd have to have had such a god awful week like i have. maybe you had to be really really looking forward to spending time with friends outside of school, after having to spend the weekends for about the past two months doing other things. yeah. so what a perfect ending to a generally sucking week, eh?

on a happy note, i did get that cool sticker from carolyn. and i went and bought some, only mine are m&ms... w00t. but daniel took the one i got from carolyn and all the stickey stuff came off, so now it's just a blobby thing. oh well. still fun to poke.

um... i know you know who you are, the person i was talking about in my little escapade into rantingness. and i do believe you read my blog sometimes, though how often i am not sure. i do know there are a few of you out there who are aware of this fiasco, and i apologize for anybody being offended. except said person afore mentioned. to him; you are very lucky i do not see you tomorrow. i'd be very not happy with you. thank you for starting my weekend off crapfully.

oh... sidenote? i cried this afternoon, i hope all of you (you know who you are) that have fully and completely crappified my week are happy. you deserve it, for a job very well done... sorry if i sound melodramatic, but i was really upset. and the thing was, nobody seemed to really care. or notice. not that i really blame you...

i miss my life. what happened to it? what happened to me... i can't wait for summer. maybe i'll find myself again.

*note* i just reread this post... which is weird, i never do that. i sound so petty and stupid... oh well. its an online journal of an "angsty" teen, i figure i need to have at least a few posts like this to keep up with the times.

for the world's mayonaise

arden @ 9:53 PM ~[]~

Thursday, May 20, 2004

just had to...

you are aqua
#00FFFF

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
the spacefem.com html color quiz


aqua... -_-

arden @ 4:46 PM ~[]~

give me real

next week!! LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!! i have my bio final monday. that really sucks. but at least it'll be done with. what else...

science project. my group... i really almost cried today during study hall. i really almost cried yesterday when we were given our groups. how sad is that... they're not bad. wait. yes they are. at least one of them is. the other'll work, and well, but it takes a bit of explaining. she does work well. our counterpart? we both... STRONGLY... dislike him. strongly. emphasis on the STRONG. ly. yes. moving on before i get mad again.

>_>
<_<

ASIAN FOOD DAY TOMORROW!! woot. only, i have to SPEND MY STUDY HALL FINISHING SCIENCE!!! makes me want to cry...

don't give me fake

arden @ 4:25 PM ~[]~

Sunday, May 16, 2004

it's tough being a box

here's an entry i stole off of katherine's xanga (link in nav bar). i couldn't help myself...

Monday, May 10, 2004
I think that someday all my random, spasmodic acts of kindness will finally pay off. There's this guy in my study hall whom I tell the geography homework and what Mrs. McCall does everyday. I figure, someday, if he, or a person ironically similar to him that I have weirdly decided to help in some way, becomes suddenly (and immensely) rich by some 1: 100000000000 odds, then I figure that I can probably call him up someday in the future and be like "Hey, I knew you in highschool and helped you with your geography homework. You never remembered my name, but will you give me 200 K for my goodness at heart?" And of course the guy or whoever would say yes and then I could donate the money to my "Help the Orphaned Infant Elephants" fund. And maybe, since there probably aren't a whole lot of orphaned infant elephants, I could use some of that money to buy myself a Mini Cooper. Then, I'd hit the roads in England and pick up an amazingly hot, but kind hearted and intelligent guy (with a great accent) to take with me to work with the orphaned infant elephants. By then, my archenemy's private assassins would probably have killed the guy who I helped in highschool and gave me the money, but little did they know that now all the money has been bequeathed to me. So, the lesson today is that we all need to count on that 1: 100000000000 odd, and maybe, if you're nice to me I can lend lend you my Mini and you can pick up some hot English gentleman/woman in it.

but i'm livin' it up

arden @ 8:20 PM ~[]~

if you leave

well. finally got my counter back up and running. yay...!

wow, i can't believe i finished that packet. it actually wasn't that long. took me three hours. how did some people take six hours on that? i understand that maybe they couldn't find the information or just did it in pieces over a long period of time and rounded, but six hours? crazy...

i have skittles! and now? NOW, you say?? i am going to go... and... em... do stuff. or something. sorry this post really wasn't that interesting.

where will you go?

arden @ 7:50 PM ~[]~

Saturday, May 15, 2004

well i'm not blind

wow. today was nuts.

yearbook distribution between geo test and bio test.
dance pictures until nine.
fine arts banquet until eleven.
itermitten: people complaining about yearbook.

^^note on that? please, do not complain to me. i worked my ass off for YOU on it. and so did the rest of the staff. you have a problem? sure, you can rat about it to your friends. but just thing, that's like me picking you apart to a bunch of people you don't know. or maybe picking apart something you spent hours on a daily basis working on. it's like that.

meh.. dance was ok. not the greatest, though definately better than dance club. i still say the band dance was probably one of the best ones i've been to this year.

but i can't understand

arden @ 12:57 AM ~[]~

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

i am barely breathing

bonjour from yearbook! yes. mrs sharp gave me an n!! and too talkative. me, claire, aditi, lauren, for our class. jenn has just notified me that she, melanie, stuart, and ben have gotten ns in hers. what the crap is going on?!? i understand that we were too talkative earlier in the year (in our class) but we stopped! it's all jd and layla and david! not us. gahhh... frustrating. so i emailed her. when i get a response i'll post my email to her and her responce. for all your viewing pleasure.

yes, well, i am going to go now. and do... other things. yessir. well, toodle pip.

oh, sidenote: i am aware that my comments are still not working. read post below.

i can't find the air

arden @ 2:14 PM ~[]~

Monday, May 10, 2004

the battle's almost won

whoah... blogger updated it's site. now it's all spiffy! for all of you who wouldn't know because you don't have a blog, you could always check it out. it wouldn't hurt.

i'm happy, today mrs strait moved the packet to monday! yes! that means i can spend my weekend doing that. it'll work.

yeah... this is a lot less exciting than previous posts. at least for me. so i'm going to write abous something random (this is what i get for reading an american childhood.. though i do like it). ooo i'll do one of those "what's the deal with ___" things. here goes

what's the deal with ____? i mean seriously. what a load of crap! i can't believe people actually like ______. it's so weird. and stupid. i mean, come on, how shallow are these people?! liking ____s!!! really. the only good thing i can figure out about them is ______, and that doesn't even make any sense. so the bad things (mainly ____) outweigh that like zero to none. or something.

{/end rant}

now, wasn't that worth the seconds you took to read that? now you can remember this day and say, "that was the day arden's blog wasted half a minute of my life". and if you said that to me, of course i'd say you're welcome. because i'm cool like that.

and we're only several miles from the sun

arden @ 5:22 PM ~[]~

Sunday, May 09, 2004

after school, walking home

as a few of you have pointed out, yes, my counter has decided to stop working. actually, the sitemeter server crashed and they had to send it to be fixed. things should be back to normal later tomorrow or tuesday.

tai and julia's party was yesterday. it was pretty fun. much better than the alternative. hw... so yeah, there was a fire thingie in their backyard, and the smoke kept chasing me. so i smelled like fire. i took a shower, and i still smell like fire... gah. it makes me sneeze.

.... placenta...

sorry. i just couldn't help myself. hahaha... if you weren't there, don't ask. it's a long story. wait. actually, no it isn't. so i'll tell it. i don't even think it's really a story. more of an.... acoount... or something. but that's beside the point. moving back to the point.

so, last night at tai's i had a huge chunk of chocolate. hence, i was really hyper (this also merrited a full-scale crash near the end, where i got really close to falling asleep on the floor). so i was talking with rachel and david, who are both in my science class, and who both sit right next to me. i have no idea of how it started anymore, but i started saying placenta. and i just couldn't stop. this lasted for about three hours. hahaha... it was funny if you were there, especially because we all had too much sugar. well, not all of us. most of us.

we had bbq for dinner. daniel, o intelligent one, put a hamburger patty in a hot-dog bun. that was great. he also fell asleep on the couch. so of course, i had to whack him over the head with a pillow. what kind of friend would a be if i let him sleep? a good one? of course. mwahahaha...

alright, well i'm going to procrastinate on that gajillionymillion page science packet. and then maybe thrown in some geo procrastinating. again. yes...

fresh dirt under my fingernails

arden @ 12:46 PM ~[]~

Saturday, May 08, 2004

kingdoms fall, the earth revolves, the rain will come this spring

arg my computer is being annoying again. stupid stupid computer! why the hell do people put registry keys on other people's computers anyway? to make everybody mad? i think so. gah.

i have a dress for the banquet! actually, i have three, but i'm only wearing one. mwah.

do they actually think anybody looks at popups? if there ARE any people out there who look at them, they need to meet Mr. Flamethrower.

i watched the last samurai last night. that movie is so moving... i know that sounded like a cheesey load of crap but it's true. i cried a lot, especially near the end (though that might not be saying much, i tend to cry during sad movies a lot). it makes me wonder why people have wars. it makes no sense, when you think about it. "let's protect our way of life by destroying somebody elses!" what's the point? getting yourself killed over something stupid? i can understand only a few wars. maybe the revolutionary war, though that opinion might be biased due to the fact it made my country what it is today. maybe the second world war, as hitler had to be stopped. though, when you think about it, all of that was the cause of wars, so if there was no warring in the first place hitler wouldn't have been brought to power, because germany wouldn't have needed to be salvaged. it's a vicious cycle. the only good thing about it, i think, is population control. if we were all peaceful, we'd kill the world a whole lot faster due to pollution and whatnot. not that if we start nuking people the world won't be as bad. though it might turn out to be a good thing. maybe there will be some organism as a result of testing that wipes out the entire human race. after seeing a movie like that, it makes me think that maybe it wouldn't be such a bad thing. even if we were in danger of being wiped out, we'd fight for our lives. maybe it's just that i think to much, but if that happened i believe people might hold their life to have more value.

i dont know. this is just endless ranting. endless ranting that i could mold into one hell of an essay.

speaking of english-related things, the sharpinator left! she brought us cookie cake, and i never have to see her again (in the near future), so i'm going to put a q in her name just to recognize that indeed, because of the two points stated above, she deserves a temporary q. which is better than the temporary w, but not nearly as cool as a permanent q.

em. i'm dont ranting.

{signing off}

and nothing he could say will change a thing

arden @ 5:06 PM ~[]~

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

because you look so fine

well now! i am... bored. and i don't feel like finishing up the minesquel (i really think i spelled that wrong, but everything is so much cooler with a q... not that i even know that that word doesnt have a q in it to begin with) amount of hw i have.

mwanananana! the sharpinator (not deserving of the q) doesn't come back after friday! w00t! though, i must say, she has gotten quite a bit better. i mean, she was even like "yeah, i don't want to give you guys too much. it's the end of the year." AND SHE MEANT IT! it was... amazing. sort of. i guess it really wasn't, but we won't dwell on that.

yay! i can go to the fine arts banquettttt... now i just need a dress. that's what the weekend is for! and getting alterations done on my recital costumes. and a venture meeting. and tai and julia's party. and piano lessons. and that insane science packet. wow, i'm screwed.

sidenote? (trend!) jenn is mean. steal her chocolate!

and i really wanna make you mine

arden @ 5:35 PM ~[]~

Sunday, May 02, 2004

round and round the mulberry bush

and what a beautiful sunday it is! how lovely it is to sit here on my computer and look out the window above it and think, "this sucks. i want to go outside. fie whatever sadistic person came up with biology class!!"

ahem. well. a question: why in the name of god and all that is holy are we doing GEOGRAPHY in ENGLISH. does mrs sharp not realize the sheer madness of this... geography... english. geography = english. no. it does not!

...

well...

*thinks*

i've got nothing. instead of entertaining you insanely boring people with an account of my uneventful day (i.e., i woke up this morning, then i ate breakfast. i decided not to brush my teeth until after i had consumed lunch, and then i had a piano lesson). i mean, come on. really. i wouldn't even want to read it. and i would be the one who wrote it... that's when you know things are getting bad. when things you do bore yourself when you look back at them.

hmm. thats it. oh, sidenote! if anybody is interested in taking me to the maroon five concert (or even the fine arts banquet), feel free to ask. fie on those freaking graduation ceremonies! why does my cousin want us to go...

yes. thats all. again. i swear, that's got to be the fourth time i've said thats it in this entry... i need to go play nintendo. or something. bye.

the monkey chased the weasle (but the mongoose does not!)

arden @ 2:26 PM ~[]~

adopt your own virtual pet!