Thursday, August 05, 2004

swallow my doubt

ok, firstly, i apologize for the extreme angstiness of a lot of my recent posts. i was just being angsty. but all faults have been forgiven (again). so all is well in the land of noz (that is a fun game. for the first hour).

mmm milanos. i swear, if i ever do get fat (as so many of you have hypothesized), it will be because of overconsumption of these savory cookies. oh well, i think i might just rather be happy and milano-filled than happy and not-milano-filled.

oh! about my baby (my computer, not my piano, though it is doing quite excellent). as some of you know, i finally got my computer taken into the shop. it was slow, especially considering how fast it was when i first got it. so the computer man called today while my mom and i, chris and dill were out shopping. "mr mylastname, please call me as soon as you get this message. the little compaq (my computer) has some... issues. the number, once again, is blahblahblahblah". i was scared for my baby.

turns out, the poor thing was filled with viruses. try and guess how many. or don't, because there's almost no way you could get it right. my computer had 1936 viruses. and 8andsomething spywares. these viruses are apparently what screwed up my burners, too, so it's good that there's no problem there (though, i sort of wish there was, my burners kind of suck. not that i've used them in like a year. but i vaguely remember them sucking). but they have to reinstall my windows. again. because the program itself is wholly corrupted. hahaha. they told my dad it was the worse case of viruses/spyware they'd ever seen. i have broken yet another record! yet another bad one. oh well, my baby is going to be fixed! and i will have super speedy everything on my computer again. i mean, it wasn't really that slow compared to friends computers and such. but this computer was so ungodly fast when i first got it... it was amazing.

well, enough about that for now. more when it returns! not like you all want to hear about my vast computer problems. but too bad for you, you're the one reading this. AND NOT LEAVING COMMENTS! see look, i can see into the future. you're either going to go "hm. well, i will just continue to not leave comments" or "i feel so guilty. so i'm going to leave something ubercheesey just to piss her off." but maybe some might actually try to leave something worth anything, and fail miserably. so, really, any way you look at it, you don't win. but it is upsetting that so many people read this and don't take time to comment. wait. scratch that. it is not upsetting at all, really. what's upsetting is what people like "ray" did. but that is behind (but remembered!).

so anyway. end second rant. ish. oh, there have been two people this week who weren't aware that nick was my brother. one was take, which was hilarious, as nick is his drum major. second was kevin, who for some ODD REASON, thought my name was swift... no comment. anyway. both reactions were well worth seeing. on to more important things.

i think i shall return to the bliss that is my milanos. and my seriously procrastinating on notes. feel free to help me with either of these goals.

turn it inside out