Wednesday, August 04, 2004
so can i stay till we close our eyeswell. i lied. there's just something about writing a bunch of random crap that nobody really takes that seriously that clears your brain out.
i tried, i really did, to do more of my history notes. but i can't concentrate. i really don't know who to talk to about this. i thought i would always have somebody to help me, but i guess not.
i know i probably sound all whiney and stuff. heh. oh well... i guess we all have to be whiney sometimes. and angsty. a lot. because if we're not angsty, then people will think we've all been used as alien hosts or something.
i've been spending a lot of time reading people's xangas/blogs/ljs lately. i know, can you say sad...? but anyway. everybody has changed so much in one year, including myself, i guess. change is a good thing, right? lets hope so. if not, we're all screwed.
today will end well, i hope. i finished some notes, so i don't feel like a total lazy ass. and later we're going to drop by the studio, as janet just got back from vacation. i'll be picking up my recital video and pictures and stuff, if any of you would like to borrow it just ask (like any of you want to, but i might as well make the offer). and then after that we're going to pick up anna (her hair looks really good, by the way) and go to an exciting two hour driving session. whoopie... but it will be better than sitting around moping.
and then tonight i plan on coming home and eating, then spending an enthralling couple of hours doing notes. to keep me offline. so i don't rip people's heads off. or start crying again. i'm so pathetic...
till your dreams hold mine