Friday, August 13, 2004

the first star i see may not be

happy first friday of school time! only not happy. but happy... fridays are happy days...?

well. i'm sure you are all absolutely dying to know about my day (sarcasm). so i'll just indulge you!

first i woke up, then i took a shower and put my contacts in... {exestential blahness that is really irrelevant to anything and is seen on many other people's blogs anyway. so there is no need for it here, is there?}

anyway. i am being all crazy and whatnot. because. i am. bored. yes...

this post is going nowhere. fast. no, scratch that. instantly. it's like one of those scratch and sniff things that you smell before you even put your finger close to it. you know what i'm talking about. especially those ones that smell like rotten eggs and molten bunny.

so. i did do things of importance today. like pass my first driving test, and with flying colors, i might add. hahaha. i am so mosdest. you know it!

i did some thinking today. i realized how hard i am on a lot of people. it made me kind of sad and disgusted with myself. but then, we all preach about equality and are hypocrites now, aren't we. it's just... sometimes you think, "what if people talk like this about me?" and i bet they do. if only you could know what they were saying. we are all victims to a senseless society of hypocrites, and from that there is no salvation. so the way i figure it, i might as well continue on being the same person i've been. only i guess it's not. i changed a lot between middle and high school. and between last year and this year. i can only hope it's for the better.

alright, enough ranting. i am probably boring you to tears. either that, or... something else.

and now i do believe i must end this post before it runs rampant and starts consuming small children. until later, much love.

a star