Friday, May 21, 2004

i'm the leftover turkey

...i am so glad that project is over.

just a little ranting, i apologize in advance.
so... i'm just going to let a little friend out there know that i didn't really appreciate the "hey, i talked to blahdyblah and lets go see a movie tonight"... my response.."um... i have a french club dinner. and i was invited to go see troy already... but i don't really want to go to the french club dinner because i don't feel like changing into nice clothes after yoga, and the other group of friends is large and i don't know if i'll be home in time to go see that anyway... so sure, why not." response from other party "ok then! we'll probably go around seven because {third party} has stuff until around then. i'll give you a call"

so, i wait around all afternoon for a call, not calling any of my other friends and not going to either of the other activities planned prior to this. no call. i finally call up this friend, and hes.. AT ANOTHER FRIENDS HOUSE. what is this. no call... i was waiting around doing nothing all afternoon... and then.. nothing. im sorry, but is that rude or is it just me? maybe you'd have to have had such a god awful week like i have. maybe you had to be really really looking forward to spending time with friends outside of school, after having to spend the weekends for about the past two months doing other things. yeah. so what a perfect ending to a generally sucking week, eh?

on a happy note, i did get that cool sticker from carolyn. and i went and bought some, only mine are m&ms... w00t. but daniel took the one i got from carolyn and all the stickey stuff came off, so now it's just a blobby thing. oh well. still fun to poke.

um... i know you know who you are, the person i was talking about in my little escapade into rantingness. and i do believe you read my blog sometimes, though how often i am not sure. i do know there are a few of you out there who are aware of this fiasco, and i apologize for anybody being offended. except said person afore mentioned. to him; you are very lucky i do not see you tomorrow. i'd be very not happy with you. thank you for starting my weekend off crapfully.

oh... sidenote? i cried this afternoon, i hope all of you (you know who you are) that have fully and completely crappified my week are happy. you deserve it, for a job very well done... sorry if i sound melodramatic, but i was really upset. and the thing was, nobody seemed to really care. or notice. not that i really blame you...

i miss my life. what happened to it? what happened to me... i can't wait for summer. maybe i'll find myself again.

*note* i just reread this post... which is weird, i never do that. i sound so petty and stupid... oh well. its an online journal of an "angsty" teen, i figure i need to have at least a few posts like this to keep up with the times.

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