Sunday, February 22, 2004

Yeah, we only want to fly by the side, making love

well... i'm procrastinating even more to do my science labs. i'm getting mad at myself... gahhh. oh well. so i took this quiz. hahaha... its some color thing. i've taken it before, and it's so random... hehe. here goes:

My existing situation:
Willing and adaptable. Only at peace when closely attached to a person, group, or organization on a which reliance can be placed.

My stress sources:
The tenacity and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties has become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground. She feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to her and from which she wants to escape, but she feels unable to make the necessary decision.

My restrained characteristics:
Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Tends to hold aloof emotionally.

My desired objective:
Wants to make up for what she feels she has missed by living with exaggerated intensity; in this way she feels she can break free from all the things that oppress her.

My actual problem:
The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or her reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She attempts to remedy this by intense activity and by insistence on getting her own way. Faulty self-control can lead to ungovernable displays of anger.


well now... its just a little freaky how some of this makes sense. hahaha... anyway. i am sooo not egocentric! just because i'm better than everybody else doesn't mean that i'm egocentric (hahaha... im so funny...)!!! I do feel overtaxed. damn english hw!!

well, i'm really going to try and do my science labs. email me or im me or call me or whatever if you need help. good thing i can filter my emails, ignore ims and have caller id, eh? ha! in your face. see yall tamarie.

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